AnYi 安亦

This is an attempt to get my head straight and stop myself from actual self-harm.

Sad in general and want to be cheered up a bit

• Fluffy, sickeningly sweet fanfics
• Anne Series by L.M.Montgomery
• 《朱生豪情书全集》
• 汪曾祺散文，尤其是写吃的那些
• 沈从文的小说

On the verge of heartbreak/depressive episodes

• Fanfics that involve angst, Hurt/Comfort, mental health issues, heartbreak, etc.
• Emily Trilogy by L.M. Montgomery.
• L.M.Montgomery’s journals
• 100 Years of Solitude
• Love in a Time of Cholera
• Gone with the Wind
• Wuthering Heights
• Diaries of Vaslav Nijinsky
• 脂砚斋评本《红楼梦》
• 多读几遍《红楼梦》
• 《天龙八部》三联版
• 《倚天屠龙记》
• 《鹿鼎记》
• Ludwig Wittgenstein: The Duty of Genius
• 梁文道《我执》

Sad but want to let it out by getting even sadder

• 阿城的任何小说或杂文
• 王小波的任何小说或杂文
• 鲁迅的任何小说或杂文
• 瞿秋白文集
• Specific fanfics written by Polomonkey, Kianspo, Startlingthefool, and Destina.
• The Once and Future King by T.H.White
• 《红楼梦》
• Again, 多读几遍《红楼梦》
• Any Russian literature I can find

Sad but don’t want to get better

• my own writing

Too sad to be cheered up

• 100 Years of Solitude
• 《红楼梦》again

Happy, or trying to be

• Do happy people even read?
• Merlin Trilogy by Mary Stewart
• 《朱生豪情书全集》again
• 汪曾祺的任何小说或散文again